well. here i am again


finished this time though

walt disney was a sexy motha

anyways i have a kanji test next hour.

i know michelle hates those :D

yeah well i didnt study last night so im kinda freakin out

*crams*

im now productive again! huzzah!

michelle- thanks for the whole god thing. ^^


we're doign a walt disney thing for AP US kickass.

and im afraid of being accepted to colleges now.

and my dad has now messed up everything so im missing a reccomendation and stuff.

i want to leave and i want to leave now.
i dont ever want to see my dad ever again.
ever.
im sick of all the shit he brings on me
and im pissed at my mom because shes always bitching at me

theres nothing left for me to do to help it
because theres no time at all.
im freaking sick of all this shit that i get blamed for
and stupid shit that i get punished for
(like the time i had no reception in a restaurant and was grounded for not answering the goddamn phone)

yeah we took that stupid health stress inventory thing today
my score was 345.
highest frucking stress level in the class.
im going out of my mind
and im sick o my parents
so incredibly sick of them

im sick of them and their investigations in my room
which is mine
you all know nobodys allowed in it. its my space. mine.
and im sick of them still being overprotective.

im next to nicole when it comes to who has the most overprotective/ irrational parents.

im done
im fucking done.
i dont want to have to deal with anymore of this
and im fuckiing sick of my dad having those goddamn church shows on
im sick of him not working
im sick of him cooking shit that smells like shit and leaving that shit out to make the rest of the house smell like shit.
and goddamnit i want to leave.

i dont want to be here anymore.

grwah.



school sucks
i just wanna go to college.

....

CURSE YOU JACOB RIIS AND YOUR MUCKRAKING PHOTOS OF DOOM!


the schools keyboards still suck balls.

we have a presentation thats due tomorrow and im on this.


kickass.

JAPANESE PWNS!!!!!









lets go to some love hotels in tokyo!

hooray for being anonymous!!!!

captain jimbalaya mcdreamy pants.


AP US rawks my socks. i totally finished the timeline early.


ITS FRIDAY WOO!!!

yesterday was AWESOME!


i got contacts
and we made my senior picture appointment
um. my compy is going haywire. not good

anyways


we went to (my) jakes for a bit
(jake jacqui richard and i)
and watched grandmas boy
that movie was funny let me tell you
totally would make me consider getting stoned XD
nah not really

i still get shit from everyone about how "innocent" i am
and i only get that because jacqui isnt a virgin
and shes the one thats never had alcohol in her life unless it was from church
(thanks lulu)
grr. it just makes me mad.
if you ask me, shes the innocent one.
and if those damn jokes dont stop theres gonna be drama.

well like i said we went to jakes house and watched grandmas boy
then got called over to jake rs house
yesterday was his birthday
we played ddr
and they didnt have air conditioning on
so i complained about my nastiness cause i got...nasty. XD damn you ddr
it was cool cause i was the best one there

then we played mariokart
which was jeebus by the way
and there was ice cream
and then jacqui and i jumped in the pool
with our clothes on

AWESOME

i washed my clothes with extra fabric softener and they still smell like chlorine
sweet.

best part of the night:
trying to explain to my dad why i was wet when i came home.

memorable quotes of junior year

Jon : can i be your sex life?

Ms. Rau: *on the subject of the slow old folks walking in the malls* and when they say "excuse me" you say "im sorry i dont speak english"

Mr. Karolewicz: I still havent learned how to draw perfect circles....with a computer

Dude in Ed Wood: Goodbye penis

Me:So you always have to keep your hands busy then?
Steph: yeah, yeah its terrible.
*pause*
Me: wow you're gonna have a great sex life

Sara/ Akiko: I have a question desu.

Richard: chemical warfare
Wojo: tater tots

*im stirring gatorade, klemp enters*
Klemp: Witches brew?
Me: no, no not really
Steph: we're doing love spells...for the guys
Klemp: Yeah just make sure they dont look at eachother

Dane Cook:.... titty tag

Nikole & I: *to Corey* Steph put Mr. Bojangles on your garder!!!
Corey: duh its called recycling!

Stenny: Can you be a little more specific
Graciepai: like when the banana comes out its not a banana anymore!

Kania: Sara sit down if you fall i dont want your head denting my floor

Belan: Heather, you should be a philosopher
Heather: why?

Me: yeah he used to practice making out on bottles
Deanna: who didnt?

kid in english: no, no!
*slap sound*
kid in english: whats your deal ms rau!?!?

Stacy: (you have to say this one aloud im serious) but you're the master braider!

Desi: i hate the DMV there are a bunch of mexicans there

Jake D: *pops collar* watashi wa pimp desu

Jake D: *low voice* drop that azz....

Me: Can i take it [shower] with you?
Maggie: uhh- ONLY IF YOU PROMISE TO SCRUB!

Me: why do you cut your bagels with scissors?!
Jake P: cause im black!!

Samir: I wish i had raccoon powers

Mr. Kania: i dislike seafish

Belan: s'cuse me! what arewediscussinghereIOWA?no.

Jim: *on the subject of training his dog* It took advantage of it
*pauses, lowers voice*
Jim: gonna have to shoot it....

LaMont: *to derek* Shutup! Imma rip yo heart out shutup!

*on the way to the computer lab*
casually walking, everyones great, and Cody rams right into the bubbler. classic

LaMont: that's what we do in the hood, we chop wangs off

Jacqui: AND HE WAS ON MY WINDSHEILD!!!!
Me: did you pee!?
Jacqui: NO! but he probably gave me my period!!!!

Desi: porn is fun
Graciepai: especially when you're in it. right desi?
Desi: yeah!

Belan: chris that was very good acting
Jacqui: he wasnt acting

Stenny: it starts with a "C"
LaMont: CRACK!?

Me: *about peters drawing* Is that lettuce?
Peter: its FIRE!!!

Steph: save a balloon, pop the collar!

Nikole: see its really hard....i try to be really nice but..... i just..... wanna cut her.

Movie: tora tora tora desu
Ian: HONTOU?!?!

Graciepai: I -I know!

Jake D: watashi no shitagi ga itai desu

Desi: is there stuff on my ass?

Jake R: Do you like yogurt?

Deanna: I have a psychology test....
*jake r clicks his pen on her forehead*
Deanna: I just lost my train of thought....

Desi: but its SPLENDA!!

Maggie: and... oh my god i laughed so hard i puked

me: *to sam* aw! you mean ill be stuck with him!!?? *points to jake d*
*jake turns around*
Jake: what?!
Me: the
Jake: who
Me: is
Jake: what
Me: me
Jake: you
Me: blue!
Jake: you should write that down

Sara: *referring to the kanji for cheap* why is there a woman on the bottom
*silence*
Me: *low voice* when a mommy and daddy love eachother very much...
*laughter*

Deanna: *to jake R* I saw you two walking down the street!
Stacy: singin do wah diddy diddy dum diddy do!

Ms. Colwell: up-sit-up-sit-arent i- cute to-day

Me: yeah hes got a twin
Noelle: oh how old is he?

Ms. Rau: WHO SAID FIRST!??!?! I'll cut off your head!

i still havent worked up the guts to talk to jake
i even called richard for help
and i think the bastard told jake i did
eh
i was actually pretty close to saying all that stuff tonight
but perfect timing
first jacqui and richard come in
and then we have to go home early and jake gets in trouble for just sitting in the car so he left
just as i was about to talk to him about junk
ugh
figures
and im not making this up either
seriously all we do is talk.
like
nothing happens geez he shouldnt get in trouble


*sigh*